re- everything, yet a brand brand new start...

The last dot between the lives, silenced me forever. I'm done with worrying & wondering.
All my questions silenced with one answer. Consider my lucky or damned.
I do have no compassion left, in a second.
I'm done assuming...
pretending as if pink is pink and green is green.
Nothing is what it seems!
How nice of those, show me still evil.
Mostly pity and stabbing behind back is enormously usual and normal.
How nice of them, accusing me for what I've never done and never said.
I'm out cocoon finally,yet.
Good life is the best punishment to those, once one said.
Today is her birthday.
Today is my birthday.
All the little things have lastly proved there is no need to re-union.
I'll be glad I know, I'll be happy, to not let evil thoughts got me, to be able to stand still with dignity, to never spell, to never say things to cause remorse, to never talk big, to never lie, to never let anger re-unites me.
I'm already glad for those things beyond good, and I know I'll be really happy.
Unnecessarily spoken once, but true, nothing can stand in front of true faith...I knew.
Trees will grow greener by time.
White will fade away until the sun comes up.
New blooms will be discovered.
Youth will beat up the chronic boredom and tired heart.
Young in soul, pretty inside, smile at face...
nothing is hundred percent,
but you can get close, pretty near...
just by believing in.

shiny and bright, let's be radiant again, be radiant now!

p.s. : "thank you" 's not enough to whom he knows himself very well for encouraging me to write, ( what about to live forever with a healthy left iron lung:) )